Sometimes I get so bored and exited at the same time, I can barely manage to hold still but I really don’t want to move. I want to explore the world and only stay home. I want to make friends and spend all my time with my cats. I want to run in the rain and I want to stay in the bath. I want to listen to music and I want complete silence. I want to feel your lips against mine and never touch you again. I want to be awake and I want to be asleep. I want to be alive and I want to be dead.
(Source: , via sad-loser)